ALONE

alone
Don’t let anyone keep you silent
I was never in a yearbook
And I wasn’t in your class
You never saw me wandering
I do not seem to have a past
My fears were never mentioned
Because I didn’t have a mouth
You never saw me in the day
And you never ever heard me cry out
I walked in silent darkness daily
What light I saw was pale
I ran in the winter to be free
But, got caught and thrown in jail
They set me free, but I was watched
The rules I broke, I paid a price
The days were long, as was my wish
That one day I would live someplace nice
I built my armor from within
My voice was silent, years would pass
Another foster home, another nightmare
Time was short it would not last
Adventures follow for a loner
Off once more I go alone
Far from the aisle where I was born
Without a foundation, without a home
In another city, I built good memories
Wrought not with anger, nor with pain
New friends await a weary traveler
And someone special gave me a name
I built new memories for a future
My peace of mind was short, I was misled
The doctors that I thought I knew
Were dark inside I was full of dread
The cuts and scars that maimed my body
Eight experimental surgeries, I could not control
I walked alone into a medical nightmare
And I was left without a hand to hold
But, somewhere in life, time was shifted
I came out into a world I do not know
And like a Phoenix rising from the ashes
My courage got stronger, as I continued to grow
© Brenda Keough
1987
I am not alone anymore.  The scars I wear are my armor……Angels, remember no matter what you go through or have gone through, if you’re still breathing, God has you here for a reason.  You are special and you have a mission…… We grow stronger from each lesson that comes our way and wiser all the more.  We learn to show compassion for that which we cannot change, .everyone has a story and that story can be rewritten……
Remember angels, we are not VICTIMS….but VICTIMS OF CIRCUMSTANCE…AND WE CN CHANGE THOSE CIRCUMSTANCES.  
 Let me guide you out of the darkness.  It begins from WITHIN 🙂 🙂 We’re in it together…